Work has been compleatly eating my soul, along with my sever unwillingness to want anything to do with adult life. A shell of my former self. I guess theres not really a whole lot to think about the matter wether I want to be an adult or not I am and I have to deal with it. I'm just not so excited about paying bills, and learning to drive, getting a car, getting a house, getting a life, despite the fact that the life revolves around the job. It all just seems like one big meaningless loop. I mean I suppose I put to much thought into my everyday life to see the point in such behaviour. What do all these things mean in the long run? Why am I about to work nearly everyday for nearly the rest of my life just to have material things that won't make me any happier anyway. In the long run what does having a house, having a car, having nice things mean? Just to surround yourself in comforts to make you feel better about having to go to work the next day to pay for these things...Why??

But as I've stated I just have to get over it, your an adult now...You need to behave like one.

I'm going to be moving into an apartment with my Kristoff soon, so I'll have to start paying bills, I just hope I can figure out filing of the taxes cause so far I have no freaking idea what the hell that even means. I know that money is taken from our paychecks...And then we file once a year to get some of it back... But I don't know how to do that and I don't even begin to understand taxes. I can KINDA understand but not really.

Regardless that was offset ramble I'm getting back into my art, slowly, I've started experimenting with different things, and different ways of drawing things, I'm kinda putting more definition behind linework to give it more of a distinct style, I just have such a hard time mixing style and realizm but it's getting there.

Commissions and trades should be done soon, I just need to color/finish coloring alot of them.