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shit can really go down
16 years ago
I always knew it could, but man, today was just so difficult. I lost my dog, who I absolutely adored, and I can't explain how hard it was while I stroked her and talked to her as they gave her the injection, I felt like my face was on fire, but she seemed relaxed, but I will never be able to forget taking her collar off. I'm so devastated.
Ontop of this, my uni application isn't going well because my Graphics teacher from college hasn't even finished my reference, and it's getting dangerously late. We lost the house we were going to move into because the buyers of ours DIDN'T have the money that they officially offered. My sleep pattern is fucked, and all I see when I close my eyes is my dog. I've eaten barely anything all day because my stomachs gone mental. Things are in a shit state, and losing my dog has emotionally destroyed me right now, and made everything else a million times harder. Craig's coming home on the 2nd of June, which is the only thing I have to look foward to at the moment, everything else just needs to be cleared up day by day; or however long it takes. Everyday there seems to be something else.
This explains my lack of art and whatever, and I woulden't expect any more anytime soon, because the shit has really hit the fan, and I have priorities. Luckily I don't (think) I have any commissions waiting, so I can just stay low for a while. I'm heading out on 'holiday' with family on monday morning, apparently it's needed. I wanna say cheers to anyone who follows my stuff, because it's nice to know works appreciated!
my heads thumping, and my stomach hurts, and Ive had a few hours sleep max, so I'm off to bed - I just wanted to let you guys know I'm probably not gonna be around (again) for a while, and this time, things feel ever so slightly more serious.
I hope stuffs going better for you guys than it is for me - peace x
Ontop of this, my uni application isn't going well because my Graphics teacher from college hasn't even finished my reference, and it's getting dangerously late. We lost the house we were going to move into because the buyers of ours DIDN'T have the money that they officially offered. My sleep pattern is fucked, and all I see when I close my eyes is my dog. I've eaten barely anything all day because my stomachs gone mental. Things are in a shit state, and losing my dog has emotionally destroyed me right now, and made everything else a million times harder. Craig's coming home on the 2nd of June, which is the only thing I have to look foward to at the moment, everything else just needs to be cleared up day by day; or however long it takes. Everyday there seems to be something else.
This explains my lack of art and whatever, and I woulden't expect any more anytime soon, because the shit has really hit the fan, and I have priorities. Luckily I don't (think) I have any commissions waiting, so I can just stay low for a while. I'm heading out on 'holiday' with family on monday morning, apparently it's needed. I wanna say cheers to anyone who follows my stuff, because it's nice to know works appreciated!
my heads thumping, and my stomach hurts, and Ive had a few hours sleep max, so I'm off to bed - I just wanted to let you guys know I'm probably not gonna be around (again) for a while, and this time, things feel ever so slightly more serious.
I hope stuffs going better for you guys than it is for me - peace x
But when you touch the end of a hole, the only thing you can do is going up (srry, i just dont know how to say it in english XP)
Dude, just do what you think better
And hope that you get better soon <:]
As for the uni application, I'm not gonna urge you to push him for it, as I'm sure you've already done so on multiple occasions. It's annoying how it takes some people a hard kick up the arse to get in gear.
But patience is a virtue and however things unfold, as long as you keep above that proper "depression" line, you'll be ok. :D
I know how you feel, bud. Hope you feel better soon.
As for your uni situation, I think you know the best course of action with that to.
Just take it easy in general and you'll get through this small hurdle, that I'm sure of ^^
Hope we can talk soon.
I hope you feel better.
*hugs hoping you get through this*
I hope you feel better soon. Once again I am really sorry :(
Blessed be.
Give your teacher another poke about the reference, I had to do something similar with mine and I was not even attending the college at the time.
Remember to keep breathing and take slow deep breathes whenever you feel fragile. Everyone here will support you and we all hope you feel better and more relaxed soon.
Two tips:
Bubble baths + candles
and Blowing Bubbles ... not necesarily in the bath. :3
Seriously help you relax the mind and all that
*hugs and squeezes*
What did she have that was so bad it was worth having her killed?
<3
we're here to help in ways we can.
all I can do is hug....
ive been in your shoes a few times with the euthanasia of loved ones and other things similiar.
Its and ole cliche' but things do get better if ya just do things one day at a time.
good luck,hope ya feel better soon.