Hi guys. You guys probably don't really remember me cause I've been MIA for so long wit the acceptation of a few times. It's been a very stressful year (or two, I don't really remember how long). With college starting I had to get settled which is tough when u have some pretty bad social anxiety (to friends I'm usually the life of the party but alone I'm super shy). I managed to get myself settled and assemble a nice little group of friends. Then came my battle with depression. I don't know if it was homesickness or just school struggles but I became severely depressed and nothing could really shake me out of it. It also kind of sucked because I had to hide it from may family. Its a weird thing where I'm the one guy in my family that can keep everyone happy if I stay happy so I had no one to talk to or no one to help. Didn't help either that I was struggling with accepting my sexuality and the dating scene. Of course people are supportive but I just didn't really accept myself. Then there was calculus (don't even get me started) and my best friends' various suicide attempts (I'm basically the only reason she's still alive today thank god). Also I started falling in live with my best friend and the notorious "you're like a brother to me" came out and I kinda aid fuck it from there. Oh did I forget to mention I almost got hit by a car on my longboard? Long story short I had my hip and forearm torn open and you can still see my blood stains on the hill at north campus to this day. So I was pretty much in a very bad place full of confusion, pain and lack of confidence. Now enough of me feeling sorry for myself. Ive finally made it out of that rut, I finished out the semester with a bang, healed up nicely and now I finally have the energy and motivation to get back to the things I love to do. Also want to make more friends and meet more people than I did before. Soooooooo I'm going to start over and get back into the community. So Hi guys!!!! Im Ven nice to meet ya!!!