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9 years ago
Hey everyone,
I've gotten a few new watchers on here and I figured I'd just write how I'm feeling because it's one of those nights, I guess.
Lately I've been going through my usual depressive feelings and thoughts, plus school has been making me busy and extremely exhausted, so that's why art has been pretty much nonexistent.
I just... I don't know. I feel too tired or emotionally drained to pick up a pencil and just be creative. I feel like I don't have as much energy as I used to, and my depression and anxiety is taking a huge toll on me like it tends to do.
Currently I'm finishing a commission I owe but after that... I don't know. It will likely still be slow.
I think if this means anything it means that I need some time to sort of find myself and who I am and what my worth is and who I want to be to help myself.
I'm torn between wanting to see a therapist to wanting to figure things out myself but I don't know what to do, really.
Has anything remotely good happened recently, though? Well, if anything I recently got into Attack on Titan and finished the anime and will read the manga soon. If you haven't watched or read it yet, I recommend it, it's very well done.
Other than that not really anything exciting has happened,
Oh, I actually have a vine account if anyone is interested in watching my antics. I'm Ruby Red Orca on there. I don't have a ton, but I have quite a few fursuit vines if y'all wanna see it in action.
Well, I'm going to go to bed now, I hope you all are at least doing fine, sorry for the sad journal.
I've gotten a few new watchers on here and I figured I'd just write how I'm feeling because it's one of those nights, I guess.
Lately I've been going through my usual depressive feelings and thoughts, plus school has been making me busy and extremely exhausted, so that's why art has been pretty much nonexistent.
I just... I don't know. I feel too tired or emotionally drained to pick up a pencil and just be creative. I feel like I don't have as much energy as I used to, and my depression and anxiety is taking a huge toll on me like it tends to do.
Currently I'm finishing a commission I owe but after that... I don't know. It will likely still be slow.
I think if this means anything it means that I need some time to sort of find myself and who I am and what my worth is and who I want to be to help myself.
I'm torn between wanting to see a therapist to wanting to figure things out myself but I don't know what to do, really.
Has anything remotely good happened recently, though? Well, if anything I recently got into Attack on Titan and finished the anime and will read the manga soon. If you haven't watched or read it yet, I recommend it, it's very well done.
Other than that not really anything exciting has happened,
Oh, I actually have a vine account if anyone is interested in watching my antics. I'm Ruby Red Orca on there. I don't have a ton, but I have quite a few fursuit vines if y'all wanna see it in action.
Well, I'm going to go to bed now, I hope you all are at least doing fine, sorry for the sad journal.
