so this new loan got me thinking....maybe i can go west...but it's probably too big of an idea. So i decided to challenge my boyfriend. Our lease ends on halloween. He has til the end of the lease to get shit together and get up money to move to ca if he wants to really move. Logic tells me the move is far too expensive with a child, so it might not happen.

As happy as I would be back in the western us, I gotta think logically about what i can afford to do and where i can afford to move. TN has nothing for me. Died for me in 2009. I came to have a kid and get him to one then figure out life. So that's what i'm doing. I'm figuring out life and what would be my next best logical move. Normally I'd have a fluffy tiger to consult, but my cell phone has been missing a month. I lost it bringing my son in. Haven't been able to replace it yet.

So what's my next move? I can only guess. Maybe we'll see.

In the mean time, I'm sure as hell going to california this summer. We skipped last summer cause baby and life complications. Plus being a new mom can be confusing. I've got the ability, i'm going. I just need to plan it right. I'm already working over time so i can save to go. If my old coworker from LONG ago gets in on it, totally taking a car. :D road trip? Well could be cheaper that way cause i'd be sharing.