I've attended on Snowfur convergence on the last weekend. It was splendid, however as everything, this has ended as well, leaving behind a huge space filled with emptiness. The atmosphere, the mood, the friends, the location... everything was as perfect as I imagined It could be. Although I don't have a fursuit, I have worn my tail from the beginning to the end and it was so liberating feeling that I can't even describe.

I don't know what will happen now. My plans only lasted for the end of January. I'm all out of plans for the next month, however it will be crucial for me to attend several interviews and exams. I have to continue my career and school where I left... But honestly... I don't feel motivated anymore. I just want to be free ... with my friends ...

It's not possible, is it?
No... And I know it's not just me... everyone have to deal with the weight of livelihood... Life can't just be about fun... We have to earn it or else we can't value it... can we?