well first off my kitten that is an indoor outdoor cat was recently hit with a baseball and we had to take him in for a broken arm. im so pissed its unbarable. second im starting to get the voices in my head again where im constantly saying no one would miss me that im just trash no one will ever miss. im getting depressed again and its not fun. to tide it over i got a message im happy for someone just sad that i missed my chance with them. MY TABLET FUCKIN FINALLY KICKED THE BUCKET THIS MORNING CAUSE MY FUCKIN DOG CHEWEED THE DAMN FUCKIN CORD NOT FUCKIN HAPPY ABOUT THAT ONE BIT.

TO TOP IT OFF SHE DESTROYED MY HEADPHONES.


TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY IM IN A REALLY FUCKIN SOUR MOOD. DONT PISS ME OFF OR IM GONNA GO OFF!!