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When it Rains...
10 years ago
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It pours....
Mostly just venting so if you'd rather not read about my issues lately I won;t hold it against you.
Just been really depressed the last few days... every time I turn around theirs another issue to contend with.... still waiting on my back pay from SSA.... still trying to get them to fix my supplemental income and stop claiming I get 300 dollars from some mystery source...
Had our power bill nearly double this month from 140 per month to nearly 270... worse part is I am still trying to pay back an unfairly balanced loan I had to take out during Christmas so the bulk of utilities is on me. I basically have about.... 40 dollars to myself this month thanks to this and having to buy gas for rehab and some needed medical supplies that are not covered....
Rehab has been bad recently... haven't been able to go in nearly three weeks due to lack of funds and having to drive nearly 40 miles to get there.... trying to get it switched over to a local hospital instead but no word yet.
On top of this, living here is now a pretty much constant reminder of the fact that I am alone and probably will remain alone until I die in many respects. Two of my roommates are in a very loving relationship that is rather public while my other roommates boyfriend practically lives with us. It just serves to remind me a lot of what I haven't had and probably will never have.... just makes me rather morose more times than not.
Honestly.... just very tired of things at the moment...
Mostly just venting so if you'd rather not read about my issues lately I won;t hold it against you.
Just been really depressed the last few days... every time I turn around theirs another issue to contend with.... still waiting on my back pay from SSA.... still trying to get them to fix my supplemental income and stop claiming I get 300 dollars from some mystery source...
Had our power bill nearly double this month from 140 per month to nearly 270... worse part is I am still trying to pay back an unfairly balanced loan I had to take out during Christmas so the bulk of utilities is on me. I basically have about.... 40 dollars to myself this month thanks to this and having to buy gas for rehab and some needed medical supplies that are not covered....
Rehab has been bad recently... haven't been able to go in nearly three weeks due to lack of funds and having to drive nearly 40 miles to get there.... trying to get it switched over to a local hospital instead but no word yet.
On top of this, living here is now a pretty much constant reminder of the fact that I am alone and probably will remain alone until I die in many respects. Two of my roommates are in a very loving relationship that is rather public while my other roommates boyfriend practically lives with us. It just serves to remind me a lot of what I haven't had and probably will never have.... just makes me rather morose more times than not.
Honestly.... just very tired of things at the moment...
*hugs*