You post this journal every so often, and you always get replies telling you to post art again.

Well that happens when you're trapped in a cycle of self loathing.

That being said, point made. I'm just unintentionally being a shit, it's like I'm better with words than actions.

Love your work. You really should keep posting it.

Thanks, but I'll tell you a little something. I have no idea what I'm doing and i cannot trust myself for a valid opinion but I want to at least know that it looks good so I try dumb crap to get actual comments and criticism but so far it hasn't worked too well.

You literally just got a comment out of me. I like your work. You haven't shown anything recently for critique.

True, but my main fault is dwelling on past failures so much that it cripples future improvements. It's a problem to the point of hatred for myself.

*points to the header of your journal*

that.

I really don't have much faith in myself, it's oddly addicting.

also a road that will lead you nowhere good. gotta break out of the cycle.

I've had to do it a couple of times in the past after hating on my own art.

Dang, as I've said before I have no idea what I'm doing and man does it show. I can at least be thankful that others have gone through the same thing so I'm not alone in this.