I can't help it, I feel worthless, useless, trapped, alone, and I just cannot get happy. I have no one to talk to, everyone I know has their own lives to worry about, and their own little circle of friends they'd rather talk to. It feels like I've lost my circle of friends. I'm trying to talk to new people, but I must come off as awkward, or boring, or something. All I do is be friendly, nice, and maybe try to be funny, but no one wants anything to do with me. Maybe I'm just ugly? Fuck, I just don't know what to do anymore.

I am a sensitive, and fragile person, there are a lot of things that can emotionally hurt me.