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Happy Valentine's Day..
9 years ago
~Welcome to my Journal of Randomness!~
~*♥*❤*♥~ Hope it's going good for all of you!
As for me?
I've been deep in thought as of late thinking about my Grandpa.
And a few things as popped up.
For instance.
My grandpa pasted away on the 10th of this month.
Yet we buried him on Valentine's Day since we found it fitting to do so as Ma Grooms (Grandma) pasted away on this day.
It's been 5 years without my grandpa.
It only feels like it's been last year...
I've been with MethidMan for 5 years coming July..
My grandpa swore up and down I would not find anybody (In a joking manner) cause of the way I am.
But I found someone. And I wish Grandpa was still around to meet Sam.
Haha And to see my new hobby of Fursuiting.
Where my art has gone.
I still have his photo that he actually smiled in!
And the Get Well art hanging on my wall.
Along with the picture I drew him as an Angel (Curse in furry style as I suck at drawing humans)
But when he was alive and saw the Get Well art I made for him.
Everyone was confused why I draw a Blue wolf and a Purple wolf hugging with the words "Get well Grandpa"
Course they thought it was cute. But told me I should try and draw me and him. :/
But grandpa. I didn't tell him who these characters were. He knew the Purple wolf represents me and knew the blue character was him.
I still remember my aunt telling me that Grandpa always stared at the art had told every nurse about it on how much he is proud of me and told them, "I will stand and walk again just so I can hold my grandchild like in that picture"
To this day that still makes me tears up.
Knowing my art has given my Grandpa something to look forward to when he got better.
Course he didn't sadly. But that still did not stop him from doing what he promised.
Haha... I made myself cry. But you know. I see my grandpa everyday still. :3
I just gotta look into my mirror and smile.
Cause then I get to see him smiling back at me.
As I have been told. I got my grandpa's smile~
We were post to go to North Carolina today.
But dad isn't feeling well.
So plans changed. :/
And I want to do a Picture idea.
Maybe next time. v.v
Anywho. Sorry for throwing this on you all.
As I said. I've been deep in thought about this issue.
And felt like I need to talk it out some.
Love you all!
And have a good Valentine's!
Even if your single you have someone out there who loves you!
Even if it's me loving you. ;3
It's perfectly fine to want to remember your grandfather. After all, the longer you remember someone, the longer their presence remains.
Keep on lovin' sweetie~