i should be in bed,but im too upset to relax,the past months have really been hammering down on me..things just feel really dreary and lonely when they arent,ive also been very clutzy and made alot of people look to me as a failure,im failing at alot of simple task,and constantly breaking things,or never feeling good enough..i still have moments even now, were i feel like a failure..as a person,idk..just need people to talk to

i got a new laptop to work on finally,still setting up what i can sadly the old hardrive is done for..meaning alot is lost.. but after the following workweeks(deep dark thoughts and possible meat slicer accidents later) i just cant take much other than what i need to replace as far as art goes once im ready to get back into the game