Suffered an anxiety attack yesterday after finding out that it will take a miracle to revive my laptop unless I can find a new one and replace the hard drive but as of now with college going in higher gear. My gosh darn sisters wedding which I have to go to even though I dont, (not being rude but I barely see her and it is taking away time from college that I need and it really stresses me out) as well as my father.....life I hope gets better. So as of now I probably won't be on streams due to my mobile not being good and university rentals track what you visit on the laptops I'm really feeling out of place......and my emotions are a mess.