There are some points in everyone's life when they wonder why they are here. Well tonight is that time of the year when I wonder why I should bother going on... I don't care for fancy or expensive stuff. All I care for is respect And I'm shown none. The little brat I call a brother has cause even more problems for me. Even putting my mother in tears. I already have to endeare the constant bullying at school and my anger issues I don't know if I want to take it any longer. I know people think I have it good because I have a mother and father who care and a roof over my head and food to eat but everything has a price. Everything has their shadows... I'm losing friends. I'm losing a never ending battle. A battle between my sanity and the demons who wish for me to leave loved ones behind. The only reason I have left for staying is Cassie. I have no one I can talk to. No one I want to talk to left. The more I think about I'm alone... Just me and my thoughts. Summer and Red help me at some points but it starting to get redundant. Tbh I don't even know why I'm typing this. It's not like anyone's going to see it, read it, or even care about it...