Evening guys. Thanks to this journal I get to write down how I feel at the moment. With my work and life and all. All I can say this week has been shitty and real out of hand.

I get to work all alone for a week my officer made sure that I work alone this week just because I filed for a mandatory Vacation leave to Japan....? (Is that really bad to use up all your benefits) that and she hasn't approved of my family reunion trip to Manila that would happen around this weekend. I'm just lost, angry and frustrated. I passed that application for a week already.

Things today: so I won't be able to draw things cuz my motivation sunk for now. Just give me til maybe around 22nd and I'll draw some more. More.. Trash. But it makes me happy and relieves some of the stress. So yuh.

I miss my boyfriend whom I which have little to no time talking anymore because of how this work occupies most of my free time. I'm sorry Hun...

I'm a real happy go lucky, cheerful and optimistic person but.. Sometimes we get problems too and that's one of them moments.

The worse part is it's even harder to get rid of the depressed, unmotivated part of me and it'll take time before I can get back to what I am. So sorry in advanced.






-Ivan