I’ll open up just like always

Tell it like it is

I’ll tell you what you want

Only the things you like

You can pretend not to see

The circles beneath my eyes

Grow steadily darker, but its alright

Just like always I’ll smile

Just like always I’m never far

Always just a creature comfort

It never seems to matter much

If there is sadness here

You don’t see it in me

But you can’t see me

Only the things I’m giving you

You can’t meet my eyes

Hear the words that hurt me

Or encourage me to speak

Its no change to me really

No surprises or excitement here

Always the same old dismal space

Always a sense of something lost

Well you win as always

Because no matter what I do

You’re always in the right

No matter how I feel today

Or how things change tomorrow

Nothing I ever do will be

Good enough to charm you

So I’m here just like always

Working through things like always

Putting myself back together like always

Waiting to fall apart again

When a different you comes around

With a new face, voice

Bringing the same old situation back

Rinse and repeat