What am I even doing?

Slogging through this mud

Walking through the same footsteps

Every time this happens

I never learn anything worthwhile

Aside from my failure

If I disappear once again

Nothing will really change

This experience has certainly hurt

No worse than before

But perhaps feeling truly pathetic

Compounds that deep hurt

I’m sure now it does

I need to change

Leave this terrible situation

Forget everything, change residual feelings

Stop wasting my time

Just leave me alone, please

Don’t disguise a knife

With the illusion of hope

I’m tired of stitches

In the same old spot

Forgetting you will be

A burdensome weight taken away