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10 years ago
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I'm not usually one to vent onto the internet like this, but I'm sitting here tonight with a lot on my mind.
Depending on what I hear back from someone tomorrow I am going to be standing at a major crossroads in my life and I'm not sure what I should do. I do know I need to make a change. I'm not very happy with my job and my career, but making the change I'm thinking of would mean leaving a well paying job, possibly prematurely, to start from scratch. Its exciting in that I may have finally found a career I'd be happy doing for the rest of my life but at the same time extremely scary. Its uncertain if I really will like the new job I'm looking at and I won't know for sure unless I try.
Anyway, some heavy thoughts on my mind tonight, I don't know what I will be doing in the next few days, but the next little while is going to be a big weight on my mind.
Sorry to have bothered anyone, I don't like posting this stuff, but I feel I need to speak out tonight.
I will say I am planning to continue fursuit commissions, I like doing that too much to give it up just yet. Heck I would do that full time if I could get enough work.
Depending on what I hear back from someone tomorrow I am going to be standing at a major crossroads in my life and I'm not sure what I should do. I do know I need to make a change. I'm not very happy with my job and my career, but making the change I'm thinking of would mean leaving a well paying job, possibly prematurely, to start from scratch. Its exciting in that I may have finally found a career I'd be happy doing for the rest of my life but at the same time extremely scary. Its uncertain if I really will like the new job I'm looking at and I won't know for sure unless I try.
Anyway, some heavy thoughts on my mind tonight, I don't know what I will be doing in the next few days, but the next little while is going to be a big weight on my mind.
Sorry to have bothered anyone, I don't like posting this stuff, but I feel I need to speak out tonight.
I will say I am planning to continue fursuit commissions, I like doing that too much to give it up just yet. Heck I would do that full time if I could get enough work.
I wish for you, the wisdom to make a good decision and the strength to go forward whichever way you go.
I've had a couple of points like that over the years, making uncertain and pretty big, risky decisions. While I didn't end up where I thought I would, I'm doing pretty well where I am.
Cats always land on their feet, right? Good luck!