What a dreadful thing to have to do...
9 years ago
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Just made the hardest appointment I've ever had to make... AnnaBelle, my German Shepherd Dog, will be put to rest on Thursday at 2:30pm CST and finally able to rest peacefully and cancer free. At only 4 years old I feel robbed and broken ... But I don't wish for her to suffer. She hasn't had a bite to eat since Friday night, can't seem to poop, doesn't really want to play and won't even go for a car ride. She lies around the house, at times it is even hard for her to get up and she walks funny. She keeps having accidents and is obviously uncomfortable. Even with the little bit of spunk she does show now and again I can tell it's time... she went downhill so fast... too fast...I can't let her suffer... so I've made a decision I never thought I'd have to make. This ... sucks :c
Going to spend the next couple of days just showering her in love and trying to keep her comfortable. I got her to take her medicine, she didn't fight me... she doesn't have much 'fight' left... I just hope she knows that I love her to the moon and back and I'll never forget her or the love she's shown me. As my first official puppy and partner in crime... she has been my life the past 4 and a half years. She has seen me cry, go through breakups, helped me through panic attacks, soothed me to sleep when I couldn't quit crying, licked away my tears and also shared my laughter... played and jumped and celebrated each time I came through the door as though I was the best person ever. She gave me hope, and reason, and meaning. She was going to be my service dog, and is the best dog anyone could ever ask for.
Perfect in so many ways, intelligent, bright, loving, protective... my heart! She will never be forgotten, and greatly missed... I now can't help but dread the coming of Thursday ... This just... sucks!
Puppy Anna
http://i.imgur.com/NFkdLVH.jpg
Adult Anna
http://i.imgur.com/7JcsHtE.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/kOfOV3Q.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/JbAMBTZ.jpg
But just because she will be gone it does not mean that the light she gave you will be gone too. Stay strong Angel.