The next few pages of shine are gonna be a a toy store as we all know. But I need some populating of the toy store.

If you want to have a chance of being in shine. (im actually looking for cubs and adults) please drop me a note titled SHINE CAMEO ADULT or SHINE CAMEO CUB. With a ref and any details that you think would be useful If I pick you (theres no guarantees as Im not sure yet how many folk I need)

But if I pick you Shine cameos are not free.

They cost 20 dollars. (i should point out payment doesnt have to be upfront or anything so long as its within a reasonable timeframe)

So if I pick you I will note you and send you my paypal details. So if you're interested drop me a note okay? I can horde them all away and then pick from them as and when I need them.

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Also apologies for yesterdays shitfest of a journal, it never occured to me to write some disclaimer or anything excluding certain people from what I was saying I did toy with the idea of deleting the journal but then thought it better to leave it up as a reminder to myself to be more careful with how I word things. People know im not a psychologist or psychiatrist or doctor or professional of any kind, I was just trying to say something uplifting in a bid to help lift myself up as much as anyone else. But it all went a bit wrong really. I wanted to say thankyoo to all the people who noted me with their stories of pulling through against the odds or doing something amazing, the people too scared to write on the public journal for fear of being torn apart. I thought it interesting if a little sad that those with positive stories felt they could only tell me in private.

I'm not really here to be popular, if I say controversial or unpopular things or have views that dont reflect others thats perfectly A-ok. If you think less of me because of my views...thats okay too. thats your choice. if you want to re-educate me, im willing to listen and im willing to debate, thats all what freedom of speech and democracy is about, in fact I love a good debate, although try to keep it friendly yeah? Name calling isn't really called for and attacks on someones personal character isnt really debating any more thats just bullying.

I'm probably gonna say dumb stuff at some point again in the future and upset people again I think that much is inevitable, because I write a lot of junk and say a lot of stuff sometimes I can be quite thoughtless even when I think im not being thoughtless. I try to put a lot of thought behind most of my journals but I get it wrong sometimes, proof that im not some infallible babyfur artist goddess thing that some people believe me to be. Im only human, just like you. So yeah sorry if yesterdays journal upset folk, that was never my intention and i'll try to be even more careful in future of what I write.