It´s almost end of the February, which has been the most difficult month in my life.
This journal has some sort of venting ahead, just as a little advance warning. But this journal will have some good stuff too, it won´t be only ranting/venting journal.

Why February was difficult month for this lion?
Mostly it was about dealing with rejection of job application, which was mostly out of my skill level (when I think about it as an afterthought) and that added my failure tolerance into the limits which made me just depressed and really down for possibilities to get any job here in Finland.
While I´m still trying to find a job (even just for a little while), I get constantly rejected and this has been going on some while now.
Just feeling like current times are really bad to be unemployed and somehow I have a really bad luck with job hunting (since here in Finland is already difficult to get a job, including most companies fires their employees and such.).

Still, with all the support I have got from my family (irl and furry), my friends and specially from my boyfriend, I get more hopeful to have a better future for this lion and even get more work experience.
I know that this month has shown me as bad as possible with high levels of stress, but I´ll do my best to work that out and it´s all thanks to all of your support and help.
This lion owes you all so much.

Now that Vent part is done, let´s move on to the good and positive parts.


It´s been so great to draw again and special thanks for  kubwa,  karmakat and  hornetv2 for taking part on my previous 3 YCH auctions and won them.
As I´m working on with new YCHs in near future, I got thought about how to improve myself even more on drawing aspect.
So I thought that if you guys have some suggestions and ideas, I want to hear them out and also learn from them so comment your ideas and suggestions down below this journal. ^^


And as we´re reaching into March, I´m so looking forward for what will be happening upcoming month.
So far there´ll be Zootropolis premiere and also I´ll pick up my copy of Twilight Princess HD bundle at upcoming Friday, I also will get my copy of Pokken Tournament (made the preorder for that as well) and weekend of local comic festival, Tampere Kuplii, which means... First major fursuiting event coming up ^^

Lots of stuff coming up and I´m also looking forward for great things for drawing and Pokemon training, I´m planning to improve my training skills and team building skills. ^^
Anyways, I´ll stop rambling now x3
I´ll see you all on next FA journal!

Jake