Gonna be looking for new places to roam come this next quarter of school. I wanna get away from everyone around here for a while. I get vacation sometime in August I think maybe July I can't remember. It'll only be a week and I wanna go do something cool. Shit around here pretty much sucks for me, I got myself into a whole mess of trouble recently and I don't know how to get out. I got nobody to turn to this time.

I wish things were the way they used to be. I wanna be free again =] I want a reason to not look back. I want someone in my life who actually wants me as much as I do them. I want someone who I can share my lifestyle with, not someone who doesn't want to involve me in such acts. Instead of having somebody to love, I want somebody to love me back for once =[