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Why I am so depressed all the time
10 years ago
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even the darkest of nights can be beautiful if you know where to look
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even the darkest of nights can be beautiful if you know where to look
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not that anyone cares why, but it's because of people pushing me and yelling at me for not doing anything around the house. why don't i? because when i do someone else takes the credit and the same fucking fight breaks out. "You got to do more around the house, you don't have a job so clean up my messes." FINE I WOULD do that if that bitch was making messes no self respecting human hell not even a fucking PIG would touch. I'm tired of this life here, living with mother wasn't good for me but this place isn't any better. everything is my fault, everything isn't good enough, I'm always so fucking stressed that i want to end it. but I can't do that to those who actually care about me. I'm shattering from the inside out. and no one can see the pain i'm in because dad won't listen to my words. all he sees is the aftermath of living with HER for 6 months. she makes huge messes and blames it on me then i'm expected to clean the house all because she works. and i will clean to a certain degree but cleaning up her piss and shit is too much for me. and if that isn't bad enough i usually end up starving for 6 months because she doesn't buy groceries like she is suppose to and keep wanting me to spend my welfare money on her. I just can't take it anymore. I need out of this house i need to be somewhere where i don't have a PIG for a room mate. someone who can understand that i have limits when it comes to cleaning up. and someone that will listen when i say things aren't working out.
Good luck with yours anyway