Hey Watchers. This Journal's going to be a little bit sad and more directed at one person (who probably won't see this anyway...), so if you don't really want to read that, I suggest you skip it. I just need this off my mind.

So... I heard yesterday that someone I used to be friends with broke up with his boyfriend sometime ago. I don't really know what happened but... I feel sorry for him. What I did back then when I said goodbye to him was stupid, thinking he was the cause of my anxiety attacks when he really wasn't. That was my fault, I fucked up, I admit that. I still feel sorry for him. When I said goodbye, I hoped him the best, that he'd be happy. Not this...

Look, Satiro, I know you blocked me, and I do feel like I deserved it, but just, if someone tells you, that I'm deeply sorry. I messed up, and I understand clearly if I don't deserve a second chance.

Just know that I know I messed up, alright,  jun-nyan ...?