I'm Alive... Sorta...
10 years ago
General
Sorry for my hiatus, I have been overwhelmed with things unfolding. I am hoping this year turns around but its already started out fairly rough. Thankfully my husband does not have cancer, his tumor was not cancerous, so that is good news at least. Unfortunately I got news recently my grandmother was not going to live much longer, which spurred an immediate drive back to Arizona to try and see her before she passed. After two days of driving we arrived in time to see her, but she was no longer conscious and she passed the very next day. I wish I had more time to stay there but hubby had to be back for work, so we only really got to stay two nights, one whole day, before heading back again.
Anyone who knows me at all knows I do not deal with death very well. I am an only child and I have already lost both my parents within a short span of time from one another, so losing someone else I care for has been exceedingly hard on me. I have been putting all my attention into mind numbing things like television and repetitive video games. I have started training for work, but its six weeks of unpaid training so I can work from home. I am really hoping this pans out though, I need the income so I can get out of this wretched place and back into a home of our own. At any rate, I will be attempting to slowly get back into the swing of things here and hopefully begin doing some art again. ♥
Anyone who knows me at all knows I do not deal with death very well. I am an only child and I have already lost both my parents within a short span of time from one another, so losing someone else I care for has been exceedingly hard on me. I have been putting all my attention into mind numbing things like television and repetitive video games. I have started training for work, but its six weeks of unpaid training so I can work from home. I am really hoping this pans out though, I need the income so I can get out of this wretched place and back into a home of our own. At any rate, I will be attempting to slowly get back into the swing of things here and hopefully begin doing some art again. ♥
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Its good to hear from ya again tho and good thing about your husband too, god bless.
And good luck with training also! You can do it, do it for your grandmother, that'll give you the motivation you need to get through this.~ *hugs*