I'm not sure what all I can do, but you can always note me and I can try.

do you have skype?

ramblerwulf is mine

Never think yourself a waste of time. There is always someone out there who cares about you.

You're not a waste of time! I, in particular, am a big fan of everything you do and I happen to think you're a pretty great person as well.

This sounds like depression. I've dealt with it personally; I still do. Depression sucks. It suuuhuuuucks. It makes black holes seem like eddies in a bathtub.

Tell me if these sound familiar:
1) Sometimes you might not feel unhappy but just exhausted, and you might oversleep.
2) Stuff you loved to do seems lacklustre now, even uninteresting
3) Boredom is practically constant, or is very, very common.


One thing to do is to get outside more often, especially during the daytime. It's no cure, but it can help. Taking walks/bike-rides can help a great deal; you're in different surroundings, and motion can do good things for the body. That said, of course, it can be hard to actually get up and DO that — not due to weight, but due to sheer lack of energy. That's why it's a good thought to take the opportunity to go for a walk when you're away from the house for some reason (and have time).

However, I'm no doctor. I'd recommend speaking to a doctor about this.

The other thing is contact with other people — both verbal (which I'm glad to see you're doing) and physical. By that, I don't mean sex; no, just something small, like a hug, or even just a handshake. These can help a little. If it's a regular thing, it may help even more. Again, it's not a cure, but it's a help.

Sorry I didn't read this sooner. I'm not the best at cheering people up but I hope you're feeling better by now, I enjoy what you do :)