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9 years ago
Im finally coming back out of my shell ( kinda sorta) and I have some refunds I need to return to you guys
(TLDR. gonna put the refund info first then an explanation of where I went after )
so heres the deal if I owe you art, im not going to be able to deliver on it. at least not now. I was drawing like crazy when my event happened and I haven't drawn since. it sounds silly to be afraid of drawing but thats kinda my situation right now. besides, i need to focus on school. SO! if i owe you art send me a new note with the details of our transaction, how much you paid me and what i was going to make for you. i am not refunding images I did complete that didnt turn out 100% the way you wanted just refunding those who have been so patient with me. my inbox has about a trillion messages in it so I dont have any records of past conversations. and I think all the transactions in paypal may be too old but I will do what i can to confirm your claims. i have had people who Ive never met before send me notes demanding refunds for art they never commissioned so i'll have to confirm everything before i send out any cash. ( one person claimed to have commissioned me in the dealers den and demanded $300 when Ive never taken a commission at a con or ever even sat in the ally or dealers den)
as many of you know I had a break down about a year ago. im not sure what happened exactly. everything was going really well in my life and I had a lot of projects going at once. then something in my head snaped and everything came crashing down. I suddenly was terified of everything. I started having panic attacks twice aday and thought I was having a stroke, aneurysm, or a heart attack every few hours. all I could do was lay on my couch and cry for weeks I didn't know what was happening to me, what was real and what wasnt. I couldnt drive couldnt eat, couldnt watch tv or play video game, everything was a trigger. during these attacks I couldn't even talk , I completely withdrew into myself and shut down. I went to the doctors several times and racked up a huge medical bill. I wore a heart monitor for a month, had 2 ct scans, had extstensive bloodwork done, yet the doctors found nothing. which honestly was a good thing but i was no closer to figuring out what was wrong.
anyways long story short, I was diagnosed for generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder.
its been a year and threw therapy Ive gotten so much better. I still suffer from attacks but they are minor now and I can make them go away pretty easily by comparison.
Im sorry I vanished like I did but I needed to figure myself out before coming back. now im back. not drawing agin just yet but ill see all of you at cons and stuff
(TLDR. gonna put the refund info first then an explanation of where I went after )
so heres the deal if I owe you art, im not going to be able to deliver on it. at least not now. I was drawing like crazy when my event happened and I haven't drawn since. it sounds silly to be afraid of drawing but thats kinda my situation right now. besides, i need to focus on school. SO! if i owe you art send me a new note with the details of our transaction, how much you paid me and what i was going to make for you. i am not refunding images I did complete that didnt turn out 100% the way you wanted just refunding those who have been so patient with me. my inbox has about a trillion messages in it so I dont have any records of past conversations. and I think all the transactions in paypal may be too old but I will do what i can to confirm your claims. i have had people who Ive never met before send me notes demanding refunds for art they never commissioned so i'll have to confirm everything before i send out any cash. ( one person claimed to have commissioned me in the dealers den and demanded $300 when Ive never taken a commission at a con or ever even sat in the ally or dealers den)
as many of you know I had a break down about a year ago. im not sure what happened exactly. everything was going really well in my life and I had a lot of projects going at once. then something in my head snaped and everything came crashing down. I suddenly was terified of everything. I started having panic attacks twice aday and thought I was having a stroke, aneurysm, or a heart attack every few hours. all I could do was lay on my couch and cry for weeks I didn't know what was happening to me, what was real and what wasnt. I couldnt drive couldnt eat, couldnt watch tv or play video game, everything was a trigger. during these attacks I couldn't even talk , I completely withdrew into myself and shut down. I went to the doctors several times and racked up a huge medical bill. I wore a heart monitor for a month, had 2 ct scans, had extstensive bloodwork done, yet the doctors found nothing. which honestly was a good thing but i was no closer to figuring out what was wrong.
anyways long story short, I was diagnosed for generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder.
its been a year and threw therapy Ive gotten so much better. I still suffer from attacks but they are minor now and I can make them go away pretty easily by comparison.
Im sorry I vanished like I did but I needed to figure myself out before coming back. now im back. not drawing agin just yet but ill see all of you at cons and stuff
Good to hear everythings a bit more stable now.