Just.. blarg the dating thing... people and not being clear with intentions... people that keep themselves in bad situations because they fear change.... it juust... blerg... and of course you have my dumb ass that cant ever wind up talking to somebody... then when I finally do, i misread everything and shit gets worse... how the fuck do people do it... how do they stay where they wont move forward... why do they hold themselves back, and stay in shitty situations.... why cant i grasp these basic concepts that everybody else that i see seeming to just love life and live it... is dont understand... just... blargin... and again, fuck the single life, but at the same time... i found the ones im interested in, but that always backfires.