hey! I read this!! :3

gosh, best friendship breaks are the worst, aren't they? I could ramble on and on about how the jokes are gone and your rock is gone and all that shit, but instead, I'm gonna try to say things that will help you feel better okay?

I've had a lot of close friendships end, and man sometimes they seem to end for nooo reason and you feel heartbroken and lost, but then few month (sometimes years!!) later you start to figure out that they weren't that great for you to begin with. I had a super bestie named Angie who I spent like. weeks at a time with, and when she started giving me the cold shoulder it totally wrecked me. but at some point like... over a year later? I realized that she was such a bad influence on me. and nothing like huge, but she really just made my life more dramatic and shitty than was really necessary.

and then I had another bestie, his name is Matthias. and we were soooo close for like... 2 years? and then I had a panic attack in front of him and he just went ape shit and we didn't speak for another 2 years. aannnddd thennn about a year and a half ago he sent me a tumblr ask and basically admitted that he was an ass and that he really missed me, and now we're supperrr close again.

lmao thats prolly all ramble-y nonsense but my point from all that is that sometimes people need to be out of your life cuz they fuck it up.. and other times they leave for a while so they can grow up, or just so that you guys can see eye to eye again.

I'm really sorry you lost your bestie, and of course I can say if she'll come back around in your life, but I do know that it sucks a lot, it hurts more than words can say, and that it sucks even more when it feels like no one cares how you feel.

I care! lol even if I'm a total stranger, you seem like a real sweetheart, and I hope this helps.

And maybe these good times with the new friend reminding you of your old bestie just mean that this new friend is a new one!! ♥

Thank you so much for taking the time to talk to me! Im sorry I wasn't able to write back right away and that this is such a short response. But really, thank you. It cheered me up this morning reading it. ❤

Glad I could help!