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Life is precious...
9 years ago
I don't know if anyone cares, or why I even still have this damn thing but for now it will help me say a few things to those who maybe need it.
Life is precious.
I've been healing from surgery and even though I'm not 100% I am thankful to be alive. For whatever friends I have left I thank those too. And for those who have left, I guess I can only wish you well and let go.
I'm so angry all the time, I just wanted to work hard and live life and save as much as I could to be a successful adult in my eyes.
I'm not sure that matters anymore.
I'm not sure anything matters as much as it seems. I panic too much and try to fix my life like I have control but I don't.
None of us really do, it's never in our control even if we think it is. Lucks just on our side.
I realize that now. I'm gonna try and to be nicer to people, even though right now I just want to close off from everything and tell my close ones to screw off.
Losing someone does that to you and I have to be strong for my family right now.
This is not the first time I've watched some on leave this world, and it definetly isn't any easier. Or watching the people you love break from it.
Mine was my granny and I've had years to learn to cope and accept. But my friend and I lost his dad the other day.
This man and his son have been in my
Life for a long time, coming into it when my family was broken and became a big part of it.
This isn't for pity. This isn't for some f**king I'm sorry bullsh**... It's to snap some reality into you hopefully to look over at those you love and to let go of any anger you have towards them.
Because when they're gone, you won't have another damn chance to say sorry. Or have them there to talk to.
It's to look at your family and friends and to not be afraid to say I love you.
Because I do, I love so many people even if I don't say it in fear it'll be taken the wrong way, or become romantic sounding to others. It doesn't matter, you should say it while you have the chance.
You can't control anything, you'll never see it coming so please. Be thankful.
Life is precious.
I've been healing from surgery and even though I'm not 100% I am thankful to be alive. For whatever friends I have left I thank those too. And for those who have left, I guess I can only wish you well and let go.
I'm so angry all the time, I just wanted to work hard and live life and save as much as I could to be a successful adult in my eyes.
I'm not sure that matters anymore.
I'm not sure anything matters as much as it seems. I panic too much and try to fix my life like I have control but I don't.
None of us really do, it's never in our control even if we think it is. Lucks just on our side.
I realize that now. I'm gonna try and to be nicer to people, even though right now I just want to close off from everything and tell my close ones to screw off.
Losing someone does that to you and I have to be strong for my family right now.
This is not the first time I've watched some on leave this world, and it definetly isn't any easier. Or watching the people you love break from it.
Mine was my granny and I've had years to learn to cope and accept. But my friend and I lost his dad the other day.
This man and his son have been in my
Life for a long time, coming into it when my family was broken and became a big part of it.
This isn't for pity. This isn't for some f**king I'm sorry bullsh**... It's to snap some reality into you hopefully to look over at those you love and to let go of any anger you have towards them.
Because when they're gone, you won't have another damn chance to say sorry. Or have them there to talk to.
It's to look at your family and friends and to not be afraid to say I love you.
Because I do, I love so many people even if I don't say it in fear it'll be taken the wrong way, or become romantic sounding to others. It doesn't matter, you should say it while you have the chance.
You can't control anything, you'll never see it coming so please. Be thankful.
nemmie
~nemmie
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