Its come to this point

Change approaching, spinning tires

Let me be strong enough

To stay anchored here



I feel afraid to share

To open my heart

I want to feel something

To see softness written

In your eager, loving, eyes

Uncertainty tears at me

Am I simply dreaming now?

Or is this true?

Tell me now I beg you

See my silent uncertainty

Push aside my painful doubt



Show me you feel

Its such a selfish request

But I need this

If there is a hand

That moves this world

Let it move things

To ease my tired mind



I want to speak

To tell you something painful

But my heart shudders

What am I even doing?

How could I start?

Surely you can feel me

Reach out to me

Touch my hand again please

Let me know feeling