I haven't updated my curren situation in a while. I do need to rant some stuff out, so I apreciatte if you read as well your comfort words.

The Monday i did my last work with the Kinesiologist, The 10 seasons, thought my back hasn't work very well. I admit, that i havent following very well the cares and excersies as i still do stuff here at home, today i strained my back carring the trash outside. And that it how it have being doing in that sense, I feel pissed with myself for have just a simple task like taking the trash out to cause Pain. It have caused me to feel, frustating and useless.

I have being unemployed those days, but i Start Working again. Thought i'm moving to a new place were i'll start my life, alone. I'm Moving to an Island, Chiloé. This will happen Next week, and i hope to deal with the work and the pain on my back. I'm grateful about this, my reserves are running Low. It have being hard to manage to Pay my teraphy and i still have some debts to Pay. I collected the coins i have in changes, and is around 40 US that i'll deposit tomorrow, and with some commission i hope to get to what i need to Pay. The Monetary problem have put stress over my back, but i'm hoping to manage and have it done, and end with enough cash before i start working. There is someone who still don't Pay me a comic commission, so please, if you are reading this. Be considerate with me and my situation.

I'm Open to commission soon, i'll update about this soon. I'l going to do a Poll on twitter so i could pick what will be the next sale. I'm two slot close to finish my last commission queque. Just need to deal with the stress and frustation that have being currently over my burden.

The Problem on my Back, the status of felling incapable of do stuff, felling useless, Monetary situation. Have make me get quite irritable, my fuse is really short, and i blow for really stupid reason. Lossing someone in Darkest Dungeon, Having someone in chat just typing "np", feel frustated over patreon art, feel indiference of someone i want to befriend. Have make me go, just "boom" and that have caused to hurt people i care a lot. Three close friends and My Boyfriend have being, in the middles of those booms. And when i do, i say things that have being hurtful, reacted wrongfully and when i analize what i say it's really... Late... Today i realized, i'm not in good conditions to be with others.

I'm taking a Small "Break" on socializing with others, I'll keep myself out of Skype or keep myself invisible, because i admit, I enjoy to have people talking with me and right now i just stay alone at home watching CSI... In case anyone want to contact me and talk some, go ahead, feel free to do. But just a small warning, i could not respond for two different reason:

1.- I'm not logged on Skype.
2.- I'm in a situation where i feel i'm goign to Burst, i'm felling irritable, or useless and don't want to cause more Pain or risk to ignite my fuse.

If i'm Invisible on Skype, and i feel i can control myself and felling mentally decent for have a normal Chat, I'll reply.

I apreciatte everyone who aproach and help me on those moments where i'm not doing well mentally, from the deep of my heart, thanks you.