...I was talking with my mate  Animalfellow <3...and after a while...we talked about a sad topic...I felt kinda sad...but more than that...angry to myself...for not being able to do anything at all...i just woke up today and saw his message...and when i looked at his journal...i felt like i needed to write this....

My life all this time was really hard and painful...always with something bad in the middle and me getting stuck...nowhere to go...Always suffered for something , or being yelled for something i never did...my mother never listened to me in my entire life , she keeps thinking im a piece of...*sigh*...that i shouldnt have been born ...that i shouldnt exist. All this time...for me, my true mother was my grandmother...she took care of me all the time. And im thankful for that. For caring for me all my life...

I felt like i needed to share part of my life with you all. I need to open to my true friends more...Ill stop being shy . Ill get stronger...stronger enough for my mate...and for me too...for all of you who are watching me...for all my friends...thanks to you all. Thank you very much to everybody. Im really glad i found the fandom...where i feel like i can be myself ...and...where i found my true love...i love you  Animalfellow and i promise i wont let you down...no matter how far we are...the day we´ll be together will come soon...and when it comes...ill be happy by your side...forever.

Thank you all my friends...for staying by my side...for helping me in this hard path... ^w^.