So I dunno, I feel like I'm getting nowhere in life. I'm finding it impossible to get a job and I think my art style is stale and miserable... And that only matters because of the superficial buzz I get from seeing the veiwe counter go up. (I do not mean that I don't appreciate it that you take time to look at my work. But when there is fuck all going on in my life, seeing that number go up makes me feel like life is just that little bit more worth it...) which if you read the brackets might not seem so superficial... My home life and people within are presuring me to find work in a place where it dose not exist, my older sibling wants me to find £300 for a deposit on a place by the summer, my uncle wants me to have my drivers licence because I told him I would try get it done... Mean while this is all just typing and I feel as cool as a cucumber. It doesn't help that this past week I've managed to alienate a friend and another friend has put themselves in great danger and I can't do anything for them because my family moved to the back end of nowhere, where jobs are few and far between... I just fail to see the point in most things and at the moment I can't remember why I really bother with drawing... Sorry I don't like doing these but meh, it might help.