Do you guys ever have that one person you used to be great friends with, then all of a sudden its just WHISKED away from you?

That's how I'm feeling now... and always... everyday ...

I used to be friends with  smounged1989 ,  flamehead215 , and  thorsoneyja but they all just deleted me and left me there to rot...

If you want, go watch them... when you do, tell them I sent you.

If you already watch them, tell them that I miss them and I'm sorry for my mistakes... or even just link them this journal...

And Shade, Apparit, Thorson... if any of you are reading this...I know you might still hate me, but I still wanna be friends...I see commissions of you guys almost all the time and when I do I just get infuriated with myself like I wanna just jump off a bridge and die... I'm sorry for my mistakes in the past, but I've changed and I wanna be friends again... just give me another chance...I don't wanna screw up our friendships ...