I just don't get it with my own real life family. I mean I get it now. I'm the only furry in it. And the rest of my family is so against this fandom I'm in that vertually 1. They don't want me their own son and brother in their shadow in a fursuit. As if I do they get pissed off and then they abandon me. Even if it's a day nor event that is apropriate for that. I.e. Pokemon 20 nor I guess even Halloween. 2. Even if I have or even if I seem to have a slightest clue to them mentioning furry related things, they abuse the fuck out of me. Even if my youngest nor anyone talk this sort of thing into it and I respond to it, like I do I get into shit. And he for one is being a total bitch about it. The main fucking one. I tried to be respectful to them with that rule my parents set about this thing. But they need to be repectful and accepting of me as a furry. Not just as the human they see in their image. The fact that i'm a part of this minority group. This one time Mum threatened to burn my umbreon costume if I brought this fandom up. This very and only real fursuit I have. Thank fuck there is no new real damage to it as she didn't. But if she actually did, she'll owe me money to comission me a new one of Bruzo at least and I will do whatever it takes to make her pay for it. But now my family is puting me through so much fucking stress, I suffer headaces, gut problems and even more depresion as the time before I even have a suit. This stress is getting to me so intencly that that the only cure for it is resulting in taking a solo vacation somewhere to have some time away from this shit. Considering that I love fusuiting that much, I prefer somewhere for some event that is encouragable to do so. I mean this is the reason I so badly needing to fly to the next comming convention somewhere in the world so I could do what I love doing. Going out fursuiting again and making people instead of just myself happy. Just be there mainly to hang out and meet other furs, going on walks and pannels in suit perhaps. I'm use to solo suiting. And I enjoy it. But until I go to such event I'm like "grrrrr"! :angry: