Finally found out what I am afraid of...
10 years ago
General
It was simple and also shameful. because I wasn't confident to live my own life. to live alone.
My life had no big trouble because of my family. Rich family... (my dad even sent my stupid brother to US. that means our family is quite rich.)
So, I was worried I might lose this safety and happiness when I graduate and independant from my parents.
Because I know i'm still not ready to go out this real world.
Kinda shame. I'm already 24. but still like a child.
I will try hard to focus on present. Train myself, look for what I can do.
End of the journal.
My life had no big trouble because of my family. Rich family... (my dad even sent my stupid brother to US. that means our family is quite rich.)
So, I was worried I might lose this safety and happiness when I graduate and independant from my parents.
Because I know i'm still not ready to go out this real world.
Kinda shame. I'm already 24. but still like a child.
I will try hard to focus on present. Train myself, look for what I can do.
End of the journal.
FA+

I have to prepare myself to move out. U_U
I'm from Korea. and both NK and SK are going insane XD... phew. democracy is dead. Big brother is watching us. ...still better then China i guess? >.> but anyway.
After I get my electronic engineer degree, I want to move out from this place. Let's wish our best!
Man do you know how lucky we are to have the bill of rights and the courts? The US actually has a really good system, on paper, and that bill of rights ensures the courts can stop the government to infringing on our civil rights. That's something Britain does not have, and Britain is quickly becoming an Orwellian hell.
We don't need a new constitution, just to get out of this two party system. There's nothing in the Constitution that says we need two parties.
We have much bigger financial woes than that, however.
Trudeau has no idea what he's doing but he doesn't seem nearly as malevolent towards his people as the british government.
Good luck.
Both are bad, but the UK is far worse than the US on every topic of privacy and civil rights in general.
You're someone who explicitly has a fetish frowned upon by most of society.
You should.
You really should.
But then I have to be independant... take care of myself first. so I won't be a burden for him. and to my parents.
The fear won't leave when you move out. Then you will fear bills, loss of employment, etc as well as usual friend drama.
Prepare myself, and plunge into that shits. Live my own life. A huge challenge, that I must do it someday.
My parents won't live forever... and they won't support me forever.
You're lucky nothing bad happened that forcefully made you to, Lime.
Trust me I'm a sergal. it will not happen over night but when you near my age
Not sure if your ready to go out into the world, and to live independently.