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I cant handle this...wish i were just dead
9 years ago
[Copy pasting what i've posted on facebook]
When you try to honestly help someone and continue to try to help them, and they turn around are the ignorant ass hole they continue to be.
It's like why do I continue to try to help him?
Oh yeah, because unlike him, I care about people and not just myself.
Because unlike him I am able to think about things that are better in the long wrong with out anyone else telling me. Because I can think on my own two feet and he will always need someone else to spoon feed him ideas.
This annoys me so much, I think the reason why is because he has no good reason or real reason as to why he acts the we he does when I haven't done anything wrong by him since sept.
I have thanked him any time he has helped me out since then and has appreciated everything that he had been able to do.
He might be just 1 person, but he is a person that taught me that I can take care of 2 people, struggling yes, but I have learned that I can.
And because the way he is acting now, just makes me feel even more like shit, and just proves that I'm just an awful person taht doesn't really need to be here anymore.
I don't have anyone, and no one wants me. Well, people want me sure, but the people I want or need dont want or need me.
I just need to lose this weight and just enroll nto the air force as soon as possible because I can't handle this anymore.
Sigh, why do i continue to worry and care about people that have show no appreciation for everything that I have done for them?
Sigh...Ignorant, selfish, childish. From the moment I met them, I have been warned not to get involved. And they haven't changed a single bit which is sad.
no one seems to care about some of the posts on here that I really wish people paid attention to, because those are the posts that if no one pays any attention makes me feel worse, and just gets me that one step close to just not being here.
I am ready to break down, but I'm at work.....
I am just ready..to not be here...
I can't do this by myself and I have no one here to help me
I have no one here I just want to be gone and be with cinder
I really should start thinking more about myself and stop worrying about other people and how I can help them out and just worry about what I need to do to help myself out.
You can't help people who don't want to be helped
I shouldnt have to ask to go hang out with people.
I ask all the time and get an answer "no"
No one ever invites me to go and do anything with them.
Im so tired of asking all the time... Just proves that no one really wants to hang out with me.
This is why i hide in my room and play video games, because I am not wanted anywhere else.
lol no one even cared about the post i made...
I am no one I am nothing, no one cares about me no will ever love me. I will always be that loser that misfit and black sheep of the family that will always be tossed to the side.
Some people are such hypocrites. And when someone is one, they generalize don't realize it.
I've legit told someone I've wanted to be in relationship with them, like sex and all that jazz would be just a bonus, because I honestly want to be in a relationship with them for a while. What they want instead? Sex. Don't even care about the true feeling I have for them, I don't care about money or any of that shit, that's all a bonus, just being with them would of been good enough for me.
Guess once you start making that money, you turn into a fucking douche bag that can't see past your own ego. Your past wont change your douche bag ways.
Man... seriously the week before my period royally sucks. All hormonal and shit...
PS: I have already mentioned time and time again, I contradict myself a lot. so no need to point fingers back at me because I know this about myself.2
There are some people that don't deserve to even post on my facebook page.
They provide me a headache of how much they believe what they say is right and always have to be one ahead of everyone.
These are also the people who don't even notice that they are noticing it, because their ego are too huge and have to compensate for their petty lives.
Whether you have a good life currently or a bad life, you don't have the right to tell me, or other people how you are more right than anyone else that has posted.
ugh...
Copy pasta end
As you can tell.. i just wish i were dead.
I'll probably be homeless when may comes around and no one really cares, or they just dont have room for me.
I dont have a car, and my license is currently suspended until i pay the court cost.
When you try to honestly help someone and continue to try to help them, and they turn around are the ignorant ass hole they continue to be.
It's like why do I continue to try to help him?
Oh yeah, because unlike him, I care about people and not just myself.
Because unlike him I am able to think about things that are better in the long wrong with out anyone else telling me. Because I can think on my own two feet and he will always need someone else to spoon feed him ideas.
This annoys me so much, I think the reason why is because he has no good reason or real reason as to why he acts the we he does when I haven't done anything wrong by him since sept.
I have thanked him any time he has helped me out since then and has appreciated everything that he had been able to do.
He might be just 1 person, but he is a person that taught me that I can take care of 2 people, struggling yes, but I have learned that I can.
And because the way he is acting now, just makes me feel even more like shit, and just proves that I'm just an awful person taht doesn't really need to be here anymore.
I don't have anyone, and no one wants me. Well, people want me sure, but the people I want or need dont want or need me.
I just need to lose this weight and just enroll nto the air force as soon as possible because I can't handle this anymore.
Sigh, why do i continue to worry and care about people that have show no appreciation for everything that I have done for them?
Sigh...Ignorant, selfish, childish. From the moment I met them, I have been warned not to get involved. And they haven't changed a single bit which is sad.
no one seems to care about some of the posts on here that I really wish people paid attention to, because those are the posts that if no one pays any attention makes me feel worse, and just gets me that one step close to just not being here.
I am ready to break down, but I'm at work.....
I am just ready..to not be here...
I can't do this by myself and I have no one here to help me
I have no one here I just want to be gone and be with cinder
I really should start thinking more about myself and stop worrying about other people and how I can help them out and just worry about what I need to do to help myself out.
You can't help people who don't want to be helped
I shouldnt have to ask to go hang out with people.
I ask all the time and get an answer "no"
No one ever invites me to go and do anything with them.
Im so tired of asking all the time... Just proves that no one really wants to hang out with me.
This is why i hide in my room and play video games, because I am not wanted anywhere else.
lol no one even cared about the post i made...
I am no one I am nothing, no one cares about me no will ever love me. I will always be that loser that misfit and black sheep of the family that will always be tossed to the side.
Some people are such hypocrites. And when someone is one, they generalize don't realize it.
I've legit told someone I've wanted to be in relationship with them, like sex and all that jazz would be just a bonus, because I honestly want to be in a relationship with them for a while. What they want instead? Sex. Don't even care about the true feeling I have for them, I don't care about money or any of that shit, that's all a bonus, just being with them would of been good enough for me.
Guess once you start making that money, you turn into a fucking douche bag that can't see past your own ego. Your past wont change your douche bag ways.
Man... seriously the week before my period royally sucks. All hormonal and shit...
PS: I have already mentioned time and time again, I contradict myself a lot. so no need to point fingers back at me because I know this about myself.2
There are some people that don't deserve to even post on my facebook page.
They provide me a headache of how much they believe what they say is right and always have to be one ahead of everyone.
These are also the people who don't even notice that they are noticing it, because their ego are too huge and have to compensate for their petty lives.
Whether you have a good life currently or a bad life, you don't have the right to tell me, or other people how you are more right than anyone else that has posted.
ugh...
Copy pasta end
As you can tell.. i just wish i were dead.
I'll probably be homeless when may comes around and no one really cares, or they just dont have room for me.
I dont have a car, and my license is currently suspended until i pay the court cost.
You will get through this you are strong with the people you do care about. (Coming from some random FA guy right here)