I was hoping I'd be in a better state of mind for these kinds of things but part of me has accepted that until some major changes happen in my life, until what efforts I'm doing so bear fruit...

I'm stuck in a situation to which has ...worn me down to a heavy extent.

To the point that even 2nd hand hearings of Dawn of Justice's reviews has pushed me past the 3rd breaking point after I was pushed past the first 2 yesterday.

Again...I've gotten help but...I dunno.

I wondered if I should say nothing or say something...

I wanted to at least mention I haven't yet died...which is sadly more than what I can say for some people who's deaths I haven't recovered from...

and I'm only imaging those far closer to the deceased are feeling.

I'm trying...been working on art bit by bit but...it'll be a while.

I simply don't know when...

Maybe I'll have something better to report next friday, but being cynical as I am, I doubt it.

So if so...that would be a nice surprise, for once...