honestly;

its a bit disheartening that there were times where i would be ecstatic to check my inbox on Both DA and FA just to see what crazy shenanigans those that i follow artwise would post, pertaining to comics and drawings.. but these days all i see are commission streams, commission price updates and YCH auctions.. i know artists need to make money.. i suppose im just reminiscing on how the art community used to be before money was thrown into the frey.. it saddens me.. which i spend about 60% to 80% of the time just scrolling through my inbox and mass deleting everything..

am i getting bored?

i dont know anymore..

sorry.. im probably not making any sense..