how am i supposed to stay positive when i'm not good at anything. literally nothing. i suck at everything i attempt to do. i'm so average and plain it almost hurts. all i want is a couple new faces in my life, friends in this fandom. but all i get are people who don't care, don't respond, nothing. i've never felt this alone in my entire life. depression is so fkin deep now that all i want to do is lay in bed. that's it. no video games. no art. no one. just me. laying there, wanting everything to just end. 8)