I don't know with you
but it's... it feels like no one want me happy... except like a very limited number of people

yesterday...I got lied to about the gender
and he where also someone I thought was my friend...
he said (this was all on Facebook) ...or mostly had his acc as a girl and well
he know how much I gotten hurted over the last few years
and that I can be....
and ...*sighs* it's hurted me badly... cause the whole thing I thought he where a girl threw that acc...he totally lied to me about it... and am still sad about it...

I...it's like am meant to be sad and be cursed with that people is gonna hurt me...
I don't know how much more I can handle getting hurted.... Idk how much I have to live for anymore...
everything is so....dark

I'm not ever gonna become happy like this...