Unfortunately, that's what it means to be an adult. Working for five days and getting the obligatory two day break before doing it all over again. The repeated grind of employment isn't meant to be fun. It's done almost exclusively to keep you living comfortably for just a little while longer while someone, somewhere, makes a profit. The monotony of adulthood is often offset by some employers offering a two week vacation period...as if that's enough to make up for the other 50 weeks you're working. It truly makes you envy people who "love their jobs".......if such a thing exists.

One of the most motivating things I've ever heard is that if you're not working to make your dream come true, you're working to make someone else's. Unfortunately, you have to work more to work on your dream since you can't be working on that during the full time job, but what if you made your dream happen?

I know how you feel. I'm not what I'd consider successful, and I just got kicked from my first con, today...

It call downtime, stress relief. It what you need so your brain doesn't explode. Unless your working on personal art, art for your own self it not all that much in stress relief vein it just different kind of work. There no easy fix unless you can break the money cycle. Instead of living to work, you need to work to live. Sound odd but it a main different
Living to work meaning there no down time, no vacation time just the endless grind of going to work or losing it all

Working to live mean you need to money but you have wiggle room, sick days, time off and in general can get the time you need to get much needed stress relief. I feel your pain as I been in that grind, heck am still in the grind in part. Missing two days this week for being sick but I take the lost of money over throwing up on the bus or something worst happening to me.

And Skype is acting up so switching to telegraph. If your there let me know. Later dude and hang in there.

We both are on Telegram here.

Look form me due. LOOK for me. Come get me.....:)