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9 years ago
My doctor wasn’t in so there was a sub I’d never seen before… which means she went over my history and then sped me through the rest because appointments are timed due to doctors here being in high demand and always overbooked.
I have blood tests again. For the same things I always do.
The answers will be negative for thyroid issues, slight anemia (which is always being treated and I really doubt is the issue), no nutritional deficits otherwise, like always I do presume.
I did get a referral for an ultrasound which is new.
She couldn’t do prescriptions for me though.
Ended up on the concrete several times on the way home and collapsed on the stairs once I actually made it there lol…
I’m so tired.
On a different note I'm very aware that like, almost all of my journals have been decidedly negative.
That's uh, unfortunately just how my life has been. Honestly at times I'm looking for advice or even support given that everyone in my life is suffering alongside me for most of these things and thus... nobody's very strong right now.
Nonetheless, if my journals are only depressing, please just tell me and I'll stop posting them.
I have blood tests again. For the same things I always do.
The answers will be negative for thyroid issues, slight anemia (which is always being treated and I really doubt is the issue), no nutritional deficits otherwise, like always I do presume.
I did get a referral for an ultrasound which is new.
She couldn’t do prescriptions for me though.
Ended up on the concrete several times on the way home and collapsed on the stairs once I actually made it there lol…
I’m so tired.
On a different note I'm very aware that like, almost all of my journals have been decidedly negative.
That's uh, unfortunately just how my life has been. Honestly at times I'm looking for advice or even support given that everyone in my life is suffering alongside me for most of these things and thus... nobody's very strong right now.
Nonetheless, if my journals are only depressing, please just tell me and I'll stop posting them.
I choose to. If they're negative, so be it. I have the option to skim, read, and reply if I choose. It's the nature of the beast.
Judging by what you've written, you're in a territory where doctors are overworked and underpaid(?). From what you're describing, it sounds like your body isn't able to process what you eat enough to provide you the energy that it needs. There's a disconnect happening somewhere.
As for things happening? It rains and it pours, and sometimes it seemingly lasts forever. Partly why I haven't been able to aid you when you've reached out, but a plank must be tended before a speck.
Sides, strength isn't always the ability to overcome. Sometimes, it's simply the ability to keep moving forward. That alone can be enough to wake up the next day.
On THAT, I'm familiar.
But I don't think... that it will anytime soon.