got my car back. still in dad's name, but this at least gives me some time to sort things out and get a vehicle that is legally my own. bills are currently paid, and i am in a house that has nothing to do with my father in any way. started yardwork today. gonna try to plant a late garden.
i really feel like i need to draw, but motivation and energy are low. i'm exhausted a lot recently. hopefully stress levels will drop soon and i can get back to that.
basically, shit is hard but i'm really trying.