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The wolf returns home
9 years ago
Good morning for those on the Eastern Time Zone...
So I stayed up way too late last night, digging through pictures of AC 07'until 1 in the morning. In my moment of clarity I've realized that something was missing. Its a feeling that you had burred deep down inside but didn't know why. So a little more detail, I suspect by now you'd wonder why I was gone so long.
Please sit and let me offer you some tea if you like, I enjoy mine with 2 lumps of sugar and some milk.
A long time ago I was very active in the community, it was a time of transition for me as the world seemed right still. I met a lot of other furries and rarely was home, then I meet up with my first Ex mate in the community. Slowly I got pulled away from my friends for time spent at home watching movies and doing not much but sitting around. My personality began to shift and fracture, the happy go lucky person was being lost in the wind. Some could argue this is the death of Midnight but I'm here to tell you without question it was. Slowly less of Midnight was there and more of a miserable being replaced him. By the end the damage was done and yet again my ex left me for someone else. I attempted to rebuild Midnight back from this, a few scars remained not visible but there. Enter on the stage of life Ex number 2, she was better then the first but still, oye. I'd lost my job somewhere in this and with that stress and pressure combined with the usual fights this caused a divide. we parted ways as friends and that was that, what wasn't known is Midnight also parted ways that day. I'd lost everything in a single moment in my life, everything I was and hoped to be gone faster then I realized. I at this time determined 2 things...I needed to get my life back in order and all Women are BAT (censored) INSANE, or at least the ones that I picked anyways.
I've attempted to reconnect with the community a few times, I guess few want an old mangy wolf around. With the help of a friend who for most part has a "no give up" attitude has set forth a goal to get me out of the shadows. Well look out world I'm clean and all brushed up ready to step back in, so some may not like me and maybe even a few may shun me but that is the way it is. I can't help those that hold my past against me, yes I've disappeared without explanation and for that I apologize but in reality there are reasons for this. I figured you would want to know the story of Midnight and how I'm returning (more so why here).
Ok, so I'm feeling excited, I remember this excited feeling just before AC 07'. As I told a friend last night "It feels a lot like it did before" which is a good thing. I really can't tell you how much it will impact me this go around, last time I went in timid and shy and left crying wishing it would never end so we will see. I invite you say "Hi" if you see me wandering around Fur The "More", I'd love to meet up with new folks and reunite with old friends.
Yah, Have to get back to work, it pays the bills and really isn't that bad oddly enough so, well C'ya there hopefully.
So I stayed up way too late last night, digging through pictures of AC 07'until 1 in the morning. In my moment of clarity I've realized that something was missing. Its a feeling that you had burred deep down inside but didn't know why. So a little more detail, I suspect by now you'd wonder why I was gone so long.
Please sit and let me offer you some tea if you like, I enjoy mine with 2 lumps of sugar and some milk.
A long time ago I was very active in the community, it was a time of transition for me as the world seemed right still. I met a lot of other furries and rarely was home, then I meet up with my first Ex mate in the community. Slowly I got pulled away from my friends for time spent at home watching movies and doing not much but sitting around. My personality began to shift and fracture, the happy go lucky person was being lost in the wind. Some could argue this is the death of Midnight but I'm here to tell you without question it was. Slowly less of Midnight was there and more of a miserable being replaced him. By the end the damage was done and yet again my ex left me for someone else. I attempted to rebuild Midnight back from this, a few scars remained not visible but there. Enter on the stage of life Ex number 2, she was better then the first but still, oye. I'd lost my job somewhere in this and with that stress and pressure combined with the usual fights this caused a divide. we parted ways as friends and that was that, what wasn't known is Midnight also parted ways that day. I'd lost everything in a single moment in my life, everything I was and hoped to be gone faster then I realized. I at this time determined 2 things...I needed to get my life back in order and all Women are BAT (censored) INSANE, or at least the ones that I picked anyways.
I've attempted to reconnect with the community a few times, I guess few want an old mangy wolf around. With the help of a friend who for most part has a "no give up" attitude has set forth a goal to get me out of the shadows. Well look out world I'm clean and all brushed up ready to step back in, so some may not like me and maybe even a few may shun me but that is the way it is. I can't help those that hold my past against me, yes I've disappeared without explanation and for that I apologize but in reality there are reasons for this. I figured you would want to know the story of Midnight and how I'm returning (more so why here).
Ok, so I'm feeling excited, I remember this excited feeling just before AC 07'. As I told a friend last night "It feels a lot like it did before" which is a good thing. I really can't tell you how much it will impact me this go around, last time I went in timid and shy and left crying wishing it would never end so we will see. I invite you say "Hi" if you see me wandering around Fur The "More", I'd love to meet up with new folks and reunite with old friends.
Yah, Have to get back to work, it pays the bills and really isn't that bad oddly enough so, well C'ya there hopefully.
