I'm sorry dears
9 years ago
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Give us the construct, reclaimer.
I am not up to really great art and improving lately, I am more, in a very stupid battle against my suicidal thoughts, and maybe it's silly, and I try to make as much fun of it as possible, but it's still a problem I need to go thru, now and then, I'll be back.. to great stuff! maybe, or I'll be dead, either way... hope you don't mind, thank you so much for the watches and all, it's great, it always makes me happy to be appreaciated, even when I am not all that great of an artist.. or a deer.. for that matter, thanks <3
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Y nada de suicidarse, que quien me va a pagar el libro de zootopia que acabo de comprar, eh?
You'll always have friends to help you! =D
good Samaritan who is genuinely concerned for your your safety.
I myself have been through on and off suicidal thoughts and attempts at times...its hard.
everyone's situations are completely different but the fact of the matter is the same: you're in pain.
you hurt, and youre sad, and you need comfort.
please, PLEASE know, that every time it gets dark, and every time you feel like giving up:
please!! remember those who DO care about you. remember the people who will wonder where you went
or your family who will miss you, the people who you know mean so much to you!
there are several hotlines available (even if you dont live in the US), and i'm sure you've heard those kinds of things before; but
even if you need to just let it out, just need to vent, there are so many people available and dedicated their lives
to helping people like me and like you, especially in your situation!
I honestly hope you do not do something drastic or something you know you'll regret: its not worth it! I don't know what
you're going through, and i won't pretend that I do: I'm honestly giving you the advice I had always wished people did
for me (and have!) in my time of need.....
If you decide you want to take proper mental care for yourself, please, please see your family practitioner / doctor and
tell him/her about your thoughts and actions. they are bound by law not to let what you say to them leave that room.
They will work with you to help you get the medication you need, and can even help suggest therapists in your area or give you
tips on how your insurance/family insurance can work out with those choices too!!
Please don't wait until it's too late. please know you matter!! you do, you mean so much to those who love you!
It used to make me break down just thinking about ending it all, because I don't want my family to be sad..
I'm trying not to word this to guilt you into changing your mind, but it's honestly the truth! If it's what will help deter you, then please
don't forget those times!! Don't give up! Please don't blame yourself for things that make you feel this way!
everyone is not 100% mentally stable. it's for this reason that there's even constant research and therapy going on to
this day! It's not too late to help yourself. it's not too late to change your mind (I really really hope!!!!)
I can't say that I can be the person you need to message or contact when you're in dire need like this: but just know,
someone was so devastated at your message that they needed to reach out to others to help deter you from carrying out
this act!!
it's not your fault. It's ok to be sad. it's ok to feel broken, and tired, and lonely --- these things are in human nature!!! Its not
your fault: you're sick, and thats ok to admit. there are people who love and care for you, and there are people in this world who
are working so so hard just to keep people like me and you alive..!!
it's not the end: it never has to be your own choice like this..!! Please please please, take time for yourself to breathe and
relax and gather yourself..! Take a long walk in the brisk air, at night even (if its safe for you in your area), anything to
distract yourself. you are a strong person. you might think otherwise right now, but it wasn't always that way
and it never has to be that way permanently!!
You are in control, and you have the ability to make your life a better one! Please, be safe! Please don't do anything reckless!
Please get the help you need and deserve! Even if you think you'll feel fine later on, even if that's the case:
Please consider seeing a professional or especially your doctor and tell them what you've been feeling and they WILL help you!
it's their job!
You can do it! You can take control!! Please, be above these thoughts and please do not carry out these actions!!
I've been wanting to end this pretty much everyday of the last 3 years, so by now I know it gets better from time to time, I was just particullary sad yesterday, today.. I already feel like I can still hang in there! maany thanks for your concern <3 and.. whoever told you! <3
get the help you deserve, if you ever get the chance.
and of course! you're very welcome!! Please never forget the better times; it's ok to let it out
and cry and be upset, but it never has to result in self harm! I hope you can stay happy and safe!
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You always have your friends for support and will have your back.
Just remember that things will get better and you'll be okay because you are strong. You are not worthless and are loved.
If you ever need anyone to talk to that has experience with suicidal thoughts, you can always note me or add me on skype.
I'll be fine, for now, no worries <3 many thanks!
I really enjoy your art, SD, and I always look forward to seeing your new ideas! Please don't ever give up! We will always support you! <3 <3 <3
Remember that no matter how reality can be hard you never have to face it alone and that there are people out there who care about you and want to see you again.
You seem like a great guy really and i love to see you around here.
I'm really sorry that you have to cope with suicidal thoughts, I'm also on the same boat and have been for over ten years, unfortunately. Please, if you're not getting help: do so, talk to someone close about it, get a form of counselling, make sure you know the number of any hotline you can call if you desperately need help, talk to a doctor but NEVER let them just force you onto medication, and please know I'm always here, you're absolutely more than welcome to talk to me at any time. if you want anything to contact me on, please feel free to note me, though know it may take me a few days to get back as I mentioned, I don't check things frequently.
You are a wonderful person and your art is wonderful too, never doubt yourself.
xxx