Something I really don't understand
9 years ago
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So I'm a cub, and there's no problems with this and I am comfortable with it.
I have all the opportunity to as I live alone, and nobody else has a key (except for my parents but they would never enter my apartment without my consent)
I have dreams about it even so I know it's on my mind.
The problem is I don't actually act on them.
I know it may help my situation but, mental block there.
Oh well, just another day.
I have all the opportunity to as I live alone, and nobody else has a key (except for my parents but they would never enter my apartment without my consent)
I have dreams about it even so I know it's on my mind.
The problem is I don't actually act on them.
I know it may help my situation but, mental block there.
Oh well, just another day.
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Now I live with my husband who is also a cub, and we even have a makeshift nursery, and the only other people who has a key is my RL dad who lives hundreds of miles away and always lets us know before he and my IRL mom show up.
But yet, I dont cub out. I think for me, I like to have multiple days off, a weekend is just not long enough.
It's just frustrating.
I know I should, I know I would enjoy it, but I don't.
Text is one thing, acting on it is another.