So i have been gone a while. Sorry. Life has been nuts and i have been in a bit of a hole.

1. Work is crazy and switches my shifts around so many times in a week my sleeping schedule (or lack there of) is really hard to get a grip on.

2. I find my days off are either me sleeping, or getting my house cleaned up from the week, or sleeping. (notice a sleep pattern forming?)

3. When i work the night shift, i rarely get nights (kinda like tonight) Where i can sneak away for a little bit and do some work on my computer (either Art) or like currently applying for jobs and apartments for my move.

4. I'm planning on moving back to billings Montana During the month of may (finances pending) So i will be going down to billings the last week of April to a. Get an apartment B. Get a job That way i can start moving back in parts in may and be fully transitioned back to billings by the 1st of June.

5. I had surgery almost 2 months ago and i am finally back to being able to do everything i wasn't able to do the last 2 months. So that has been great.

6. I'm loosing my thoughts

7. I OWE ART TO PEOPLE!!!
And let me clarify on this. If i owe you are and you are tired of waiting. I am sorry. The money i got for one was already refunded by my fault of not having my paypal set up correctly. So right now the work i did have on that one is still sitting waiting to be finished. The other piece i owe is an art trade. I am so very sorry. If you want the money for it i will do that gladly! I have been in such a funk i can't get art out. I have ideas and things i want to do but i can't seem to sit down and get it done. Maybe the week im in billings on my off time i can get some art done. But in the mean time i don't really have motivation to do art because of everything else going on in my brain. So i apologize. Just send me a note or what not and i will do what i can. If you are willing to be patient i greatly appreciate it and it will get to you. I may even do extra just because of the wait. And if you think i forgot about you. PLEASE MESSAGE ME!!! Cause i'm a goof and it's possible i could have forgotten you.

8. Money seems to be a constant issue. Moving expenses and everything will be paid with my taxes when i get them. I was going to use that money to get out of debt with collections. But that's just going to have to wait. I'm not getting the hours at work that i use to when i first got this job. It gave me an extra 200-300$ a paycheck. So since i have been missing that i have been hurting. So even with cutting back on everything (i can't tell you how long my fridge has been empty) so even with cutting back i am still struggling paycheck to paycheck. (collections/debt/bills take it all) I got one paid off. But still have a lot to go. and my 20,000$ hospital bill from surgery is going to suck even worse :(

So in all. I'm still alive. I'm struggling but i guess that's life. I'm hoping with more oppertuninty and a social life in billings. That i'll at least be happier. That would be a great progress compared to where i'm living now.




So stay peachy everyone. :( im just trying to get it all figured out.