Been having a rough week this week. My eating habits are terrible and out of control, I've been crazy tired although I sleep 8-9 hours every night, one day I had a hot flash and nearly passed out in the kitchen, and then today I cried for no reason.

Im terrified I might be the terrible P word, I've been on the pill for 2 years now with nearly perfect use but lately I've been taking it really wonky. I haven't missed any pills but one day I'll take it 8 am then the next day 4pm.

I Could take a test but I'm scared to, plus I really don't want to have to make the 40 minute trip there and back (I don't drive.) On the other hand it's another 9 days until my next period and that seems like for ever away.

Ugh...I feel like I'm just fucking up left and right